Crew Member Discloses Depression In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after being subjected to a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried high-profile passengers.

The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, describing a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.

She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on female health science and operated research during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her studies and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her pioneering work protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

A Path to Recovery

Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the followers whose support helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.

She noted that even with the backlash, considerable good had resulted from the mission, such as spotlight on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.

About the Mission

The fully automated New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the internationally recognized boundary of space.

The diverse crew also comprised accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.

The company behind the mission is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.